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SPAZZ SPAZZ SPAZZ SPAZZ

  • Jan. 4th, 2009 at 10:49 PM
haine does not approve
I am, like... so spazztastic right now. And I feel like using my Haine icon, so bam. POOW. pooh. haha.

Oh ho ho, mm yes, I finally got some shit done on book 2. Praise Allah. (God: *SMITES*) I certainly love the characters, but I hate them. They all have a mind of their own, and before I know it, I'm being used for their advancement. (I'm totes just the person who writes their stories down. I swear they're only telling me what to write. Is that what they call a muse? Except mine are abusive. Like--"BAM, AMBER, YOU WILL WRITE ME OR I WILL CRACK YOU IN THE FACE!" Are those kinds of muses acceptable? I didn't think so. I call abuse. You've seen it here ~first~. *suddenly thinks of the Maury Show music*)

Anyway, I'm in a strangely happy mood today, probably 'cause this is the first time I've gotten something done all break. Shit, I just remembered I have to go out tomorrow, so I can't stay up late tonight. D: Woe is me.

I want to give two of my characters a language. Like, make one up for them, but I'm afraid to do it. I feel like, to do it properly, I'd have to study linguistics. And that means I'd have to transfer schools. And that means I'd fail at life. IDK, I LIKE DOING THINGS ~RIGHT~, Y'KNOW?! I'm going to be the death of me one day.

I keep having these really fucktarded dreams lately. These past two weeks have been ridiculous. I dreamt last night (or the night before, idr) that my family had to leave town because of... y'know, some gay, overdone movie crap where everyone has to evacuate... and we left Maxine. ;-; I was yelling at my mom (since she was driving--and she NEVER drives, so like, wtf. I'LL be driving us out of town before my mom does) to go back and get her, but she wouldn't. So I was a saaad panda. /South Park reference

IDK, I JUST FEEL LIKE SPAZZING. If bandwidth were killing something like sheets of paper kill trees and shit, I'd totes feel awful for all the spazzing I do, but I can't help it. My brain is just ~special~ like that. Sometimes, you just gotta let it out~ So let it out, gaiz. Let it out; I'm here for you~ *not making any sense anymore*

MM'KAYYEAH, so I'll stop there. Whee~!

Y'know, now that I think about it, I had some oj the other night that tasted bad. And I drank it anyway. Swear that shit was spiked. I blame the oj.

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[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 6th, 2009 12:58 am (UTC)
lol bad oj leads to mystical moments ^^ thanks for the comment Happy New Year to you and I really like your new icon, it's cute and funny. Are you going to publish the book, or is it a just for fun type of book?

oh yeahh I'm pretty sure most muses are nice, unless you angered them, ( DON"T GET THEM ANGRY!!!), lol
[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 6th, 2009 01:39 am (UTC)
moar Haine for your viewing pleasure~ (I'm overusing this icon so badly. xD)

Happy Late New Year to you too! :D Good to see you're still alive and kicking for the brand-spanking new year of 2009.

Yeah, I had to throw that oj out after I drank it. lmfao. I told my mom about it and she smelled it and said it wasn't supposed to smell so... bad. xD So I definitely drank bad oj, but no harm done. And if there was any harm done, I'm probably too lazy to care anyway.

As for publishing the book... Haha, it's so far away from being publishable, so idk. I'd like to get published one day, but who knows. This particular story is going to be a trilogy and I only just started on the second book after finishing the first one two years ago. And then besides that, I just scrapped the first book and plan to rewrite, revamp, and completely change it. Hahaha~ You've seriously got to be a masochist to do things like this.

My abusive muses aren't normal? Frick, I knew it, the bitches. I'll get them back for it one day. e_e
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 6th, 2009 02:47 am (UTC)
Well at least you started, trilogies aren't so bad, but I'd bet it'd be a pain to write them, unless your blooming with inspiration and not being attacked by your muses lol. Good thing your not going for like 5-8 books *cough* *cough* Harry potter *cough* twilight *cough* *cough* ( though I did enjoy those books, I never really finished Harry Potter and it took me a while to finish Breaking )
well that's just me, since my attention span is a bit short.

If you ever need a testee for your book, I'll read it and tell you what I think, but that might not be such a good idea since I don't like saying bad things about other people's work and creativeness ( even though I said those awful things on the hikaru forums about that kid who thought he could sing well.... that's different :D)
[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 6th, 2009 04:26 am (UTC)
xDD Yeah, I noticed that, though I don't think anything anyone said was all that bad. I maintain in my own mean way that children and mentally challenged people should not be given slack, and especially if they post it on Youtube. If they suck, they suck. The dude can't be that far gone if he's intentionally deleting the negative comments on there.

I've never read Harry Potter, but at least all those books went for a large span of years. I still don't think I could crank out that many books in that much time, but I remember the HP books being out when I was third grade (and my teacher trying to force us to read them D: ), so that means what's-'er-face had spent enough time on each book. And my opinion on the Twilight series is in the thread on hikaru. Pfft. I enjoyed it for what it was worth, but I don't think Stephenie's editors did their job. The pacing in her books was just absolutely awful, and that's not something an author can pick up on after working on a book for a year or two. I blame the people who were supposed to be checking them before publication.

Haha, thanks for the offer on reading them/it. I've got one of my best friends (and longtime writing confidants) doing the honors right now, but I wouldn't mind a second opinion. ;) It's got a pretty big cast of characters though, so I'm mostly working on backstory and other characterization short stories right now.
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 6th, 2009 04:44 am (UTC)
Harry Potter is a bit old isn't it?
Well I'll leave you alone for now, still gotta finish that english paper.

Don't run out of inspiration :P

[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 6th, 2009 05:31 am (UTC)
Oh, jeez, you're still on that English paper? Dx Sorry for distracting you~ (and I do babble. I'm well aware of it, so you can always tell me to stfu when you need to. ;D) Good luck on that!
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 7th, 2009 12:08 am (UTC)
well I finished it now ( 1:30 in the morning) it was a pain and that bastard didn't even collect it today >:(.
ahhh it's okay if you like to babble I don't mind it much. I should try harder not to pay attention :D
[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 7th, 2009 04:12 am (UTC)
He didn't even collect it? Ugh, that bitch. >:c You should kick him in the groin. I'm not an accomplice.

Mwuah, you don't mind my babbling~ Awesome. :D Half the time, I'm practically talking to myself, so it's all good, homes. ;D
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 8th, 2009 02:11 am (UTC)
He finally did collect it though.

This is great, I feel like I can talk to you all day. It feels like these comments where posted in one day, but it's actually been 2-3 days.
[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 8th, 2009 02:16 am (UTC)
lmfao, has it actually been that long? I didn't notice since there doesn't seem to be much going on on the interwebs lately other than Hikki's new song. Maybe that was enough to distract me and skew my internal clock. *pretends that made sense*
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 8th, 2009 02:54 am (UTC)
lol.

Hikki's song gets better and better every time I listen to it.
[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 8th, 2009 02:58 am (UTC)
despite all of my negative comments on hikaru.sc, I actually like the song too. I don't know how to say that. lmfao. Every time I attempt to say WHY I like the song, it turns into a post about what's wrong with it. Haha. It's got its own charm, I think.

*so not pimping icons at you* *sooo not*
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 8th, 2009 03:12 am (UTC)
hahaha I guess it's just weird hearing a very mainstream-ish song from Hikki and because of that, it confused us and made our thoughts and feelings mix up. I hope that made sense.

same, definitely not having an icon battle :)
[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 8th, 2009 03:18 am (UTC)
I liked it upon first listen, actually. And I loved it and spazzed over it for about two hours, and then suddenly, I was like, "What IS this shit?! This song is awful!" That lasted for about five minutes and then I loved it again. I feel so bipolar, I swear.

Haine does not approve. ):
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 8th, 2009 10:57 pm (UTC)
lol.
I know what you mean, I don't know what to think. I just keep on repeating the song over and over and then try to decide if I like it, but everytime the song's finishes my feelings about it changes o.o
I think someone should just tell me what to think so that I don't end up stressing over it.

In the end, I'm positively sure I will like it, despite the weird piano intro and non-hikki-like lyrics.
[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 9th, 2009 02:16 am (UTC)
Haha, totally. That's why I still maintain that you should just let it be background music. If you try too hard to listen to it/like it, you'll hate it. (same line I used on hikaru.sc, I believe.)

Yeah, everyone likes the piano intro. I just think it's dramatic and not even good on top of that. It's not creative, but I don't care either way. I can complain about it, but I'm fine with the song as is. It won't change, so bitching about it won't help. lmao.

Whee, look how tiny our text space is getting~!
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 9th, 2009 02:37 am (UTC)
ohhh yeah, I read your comment on hikaru.sc. Although I think the intro should be cut out, your right complaining isn't going to change anything, unless we complain so much that they actually change it kinda like with BoA's original Eat You Up US version video, but I don't think that's gonna happen.

Lets try to make our text space as tiny as possible, I wanna see how tiny it can go. Lets experiment :D
[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 9th, 2009 04:01 am (UTC)
you know, I wonder about stuff like that. Seems like anything we complain about on there gets changed/fixed. I think it just means that everything we complain about on there is common sense, so the people in charge fix whatever's wrong on their own. Trying to be rational here and not just assume every record company in the world reads our complaints and changes things accordingly. Haha.

Sweet, I've always wanted to know how short an LJ comment section can get. After so many comments, LJ might just smack us and tell us to stfu. lmfao. xD
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 10th, 2009 04:24 am (UTC)
Yes because the people are always right!!!! after all it is us they are trying to please!

I am craving brownies, almond brownies.

okay enough of my stupidity.


[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 10th, 2009 06:56 pm (UTC)
omfg, brownies. I haven't had brownies in a whiiile. I should bake some.

Fuck, you WOULD say that when I have to leave tomorrow. lmfao!
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 11th, 2009 03:40 am (UTC)
awww sorry I didn't mean to make you crave them too! Well at least I'm not alone now :p. Too bad I couldn't go out to buy brownie mix for myself, cause of the snow. Man it's freezinggggggg out!

Are you going back to your dorm tomorrow?
[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 11th, 2009 04:19 am (UTC)
I could've gone to get some mix, but... aaauuuugh. Laziness/cheapness/etc.

and yeah, I go back tomorrow. Big stinking pile of Do Not Want.
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 11th, 2009 04:35 am (UTC)
lmao, you should have got the mix! think of those who are less fortunate than you, because the cold snow prevents them from going to the store. *cough*cough*me*cough*cough*

lol... is college that bad?

ohh and I read your comments in the random thoughts thread on hikaru.sc, your my hero :D, I like how you can stay neutral when it comes to sensitive topics.
[info]solo_x wrote:
Jan. 11th, 2009 10:57 pm (UTC)
College isn't that bad. Just... adjustments can be annoying for me. D:

Haha, yeah, I seem to have spawned something awful in that thread. I think I tend to do that when I start stating my opinion on forum activities...
[info]bluemoonsky wrote:
Jan. 13th, 2009 12:09 am (UTC)
ohhh I see.... Well I won't have to deal with that until next year (God help me when that time comes o.o) Sometimes I want my junior year to go by quickly so I can experience my stress-free senior year. But other times I want it to go by slowly, so that I won't have to worry about college yet.

Since it's Monday now, I guess your at your college already, do you have the same roommate?
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