I am, like... so spazztastic right now. And I feel like using my Haine icon, so bam. POOW. pooh. haha.
Oh ho ho, mm yes, I finally got some shit done on book 2. Praise Allah. (God: *SMITES*) I certainly love the characters, but I hate them. They all have a mind of their own, and before I know it, I'm being used for their advancement. (I'm totes just the person who writes their stories down. I swear they're only telling me what to write. Is that what they call a muse? Except mine are abusive. Like--"BAM, AMBER, YOU WILL WRITE ME OR I WILL CRACK YOU IN THE FACE!" Are those kinds of muses acceptable? I didn't think so. I call abuse. You've seen it here ~first~. *suddenly thinks of the Maury Show music*)
Anyway, I'm in a strangely happy mood today, probably 'cause this is the first time I've gotten something done all break. Shit, I just remembered I have to go out tomorrow, so I can't stay up late tonight. D: Woe is me.
I want to give two of my characters a language. Like, make one up for them, but I'm afraid to do it. I feel like, to do it properly, I'd have to study linguistics. And that means I'd have to transfer schools. And that means I'd fail at life. IDK, I LIKE DOING THINGS ~RIGHT~, Y'KNOW?! I'm going to be the death of me one day.
I keep having these really fucktarded dreams lately. These past two weeks have been ridiculous. I dreamt last night (or the night before, idr) that my family had to leave town because of... y'know, some gay, overdone movie crap where everyone has to evacuate... and we left Maxine. ;-; I was yelling at my mom (since she was driving--and she NEVER drives, so like, wtf. I'LL be driving us out of town before my mom does) to go back and get her, but she wouldn't. So I was a saaad panda. /South Park reference
IDK, I JUST FEEL LIKE SPAZZING. If bandwidth were killing something like sheets of paper kill trees and shit, I'd totes feel awful for all the spazzing I do, but I can't help it. My brain is just ~special~ like that. Sometimes, you just gotta let it out~ So let it out, gaiz. Let it out; I'm here for you~ *not making any sense anymore*
MM'KAYYEAH, so I'll stop there. Whee~!
Y'know, now that I think about it, I had some oj the other night that tasted bad. And I drank it anyway. Swear that shit was spiked. I blame the oj.
Oh ho ho, mm yes, I finally got some shit done on book 2. Praise Allah. (God: *SMITES*) I certainly love the characters, but I hate them. They all have a mind of their own, and before I know it, I'm being used for their advancement. (I'm totes just the person who writes their stories down. I swear they're only telling me what to write. Is that what they call a muse? Except mine are abusive. Like--"BAM, AMBER, YOU WILL WRITE ME OR I WILL CRACK YOU IN THE FACE!" Are those kinds of muses acceptable? I didn't think so. I call abuse. You've seen it here ~first~. *suddenly thinks of the Maury Show music*)
Anyway, I'm in a strangely happy mood today, probably 'cause this is the first time I've gotten something done all break. Shit, I just remembered I have to go out tomorrow, so I can't stay up late tonight. D: Woe is me.
I want to give two of my characters a language. Like, make one up for them, but I'm afraid to do it. I feel like, to do it properly, I'd have to study linguistics. And that means I'd have to transfer schools. And that means I'd fail at life. IDK, I LIKE DOING THINGS ~RIGHT~, Y'KNOW?! I'm going to be the death of me one day.
I keep having these really fucktarded dreams lately. These past two weeks have been ridiculous. I dreamt last night (or the night before, idr) that my family had to leave town because of... y'know, some gay, overdone movie crap where everyone has to evacuate... and we left Maxine. ;-; I was yelling at my mom (since she was driving--and she NEVER drives, so like, wtf. I'LL be driving us out of town before my mom does) to go back and get her, but she wouldn't. So I was a saaad panda. /South Park reference
IDK, I JUST FEEL LIKE SPAZZING. If bandwidth were killing something like sheets of paper kill trees and shit, I'd totes feel awful for all the spazzing I do, but I can't help it. My brain is just ~special~ like that. Sometimes, you just gotta let it out~ So let it out, gaiz. Let it out; I'm here for you~ *not making any sense anymore*
MM'KAYYEAH, so I'll stop there. Whee~!
Y'know, now that I think about it, I had some oj the other night that tasted bad. And I drank it anyway. Swear that shit was spiked. I blame the oj.


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oh yeahh I'm pretty sure most muses are nice, unless you angered them, ( DON"T GET THEM ANGRY!!!), lol
Happy Late New Year to you too! :D Good to see you're still alive and kicking for the brand-spanking new year of 2009.
Yeah, I had to throw that oj out after I drank it. lmfao. I told my mom about it and she smelled it and said it wasn't supposed to smell so... bad. xD So I definitely drank bad oj, but no harm done. And if there was any harm done, I'm probably too lazy to care anyway.
As for publishing the book... Haha, it's so far away from being publishable, so idk. I'd like to get published one day, but who knows. This particular story is going to be a trilogy and I only just started on the second book after finishing the first one two years ago. And then besides that, I just scrapped the first book and plan to rewrite, revamp, and completely change it. Hahaha~ You've seriously got to be a masochist to do things like this.
My abusive muses aren't normal? Frick, I knew it, the bitches. I'll get them back for it one day. e_e
well that's just me, since my attention span is a bit short.
If you ever need a testee for your book, I'll read it and tell you what I think, but that might not be such a good idea since I don't like saying bad things about other people's work and creativeness ( even though I said those awful things on the hikaru forums about that kid who thought he could sing well.... that's different :D)
I've never read Harry Potter, but at least all those books went for a large span of years. I still don't think I could crank out that many books in that much time, but I remember the HP books being out when I was third grade (and my teacher trying to force us to read them D: ), so that means what's-'er-face had spent enough time on each book. And my opinion on the Twilight series is in the thread on hikaru. Pfft. I enjoyed it for what it was worth, but I don't think Stephenie's editors did their job. The pacing in her books was just absolutely awful, and that's not something an author can pick up on after working on a book for a year or two. I blame the people who were supposed to be checking them before publication.
Haha, thanks for the offer on reading them/it. I've got one of my best friends (and longtime writing confidants) doing the honors right now, but I wouldn't mind a second opinion. ;) It's got a pretty big cast of characters though, so I'm mostly working on backstory and other characterization short stories right now.
Well I'll leave you alone for now, still gotta finish that english paper.
Don't run out of inspiration :P
ahhh it's okay if you like to babble I don't mind it much. I should try harder not to pay attention :D
I'm not an accomplice.Mwuah, you don't mind my babbling~ Awesome. :D Half the time, I'm practically talking to myself, so it's all good, homes. ;D
This is great, I feel like I can talk to you all day. It feels like these comments where posted in one day, but it's actually been 2-3 days.
Hikki's song gets better and better every time I listen to it.
*so not pimping icons at you* *sooo not*
same, definitely not having an icon battle :)
Haine does not approve. ):
I know what you mean, I don't know what to think. I just keep on repeating the song over and over and then try to decide if I like it, but everytime the song's finishes my feelings about it changes o.o
I think someone should just tell me what to think so that I don't end up stressing over it.
In the end, I'm positively sure I will like it, despite the weird piano intro and non-hikki-like lyrics.
Yeah, everyone likes the piano intro. I just think it's dramatic and not even good on top of that. It's not creative, but I don't care either way. I can complain about it, but I'm fine with the song as is. It won't change, so bitching about it won't help. lmao.
Whee, look how tiny our text space is getting~!
Lets try to make our text space as tiny as possible, I wanna see how tiny it can go. Lets experiment :D
Sweet, I've always wanted to know how short an LJ comment section can get. After so many comments, LJ might just smack us and tell us to stfu. lmfao. xD
I am craving brownies, almond brownies.
okay enough of my stupidity.
Fuck, you WOULD say that when I have to leave tomorrow. lmfao!
Are you going back to your dorm tomorrow?
and yeah, I go back tomorrow. Big stinking pile of Do Not Want.
lol... is college that bad?
ohh and I read your comments in the random thoughts thread on hikaru.sc, your my hero :D, I like how you can stay neutral when it comes to sensitive topics.
Haha, yeah, I seem to have spawned something awful in that thread. I think I tend to do that when I start stating my opinion on forum activities...
Since it's Monday now, I guess your at your college already, do you have the same roommate?